trying very hard.....

i'm trying here...do help me....
i'm trying very hard to forget about you...
i'm trying very hard to forget about us...
i'm trying very hard to forget about it...
the more i try the more i remember....yet....
i'm trying very hard to remember about you...
i'm trying very hard to remember about us...
i'm trying very hard to remember about it...
the more i try the more i think about it....and now...
i'm trying very hard not to think about you....
i'm trying very hard not to think about us....
i'm trying very hard not to think about it....
i'm trying very hard... for i've sinned...
so help me God...