as much as....

i can't explain much about it....because...
as much as you want it to be real....it won't do much to how things are now....
and as much as you want me to be yours wholeheartedly....it won't change how have you do unto me....
and yet...as much as i want this to be better than ever...it won't change the facts how much things have changed now....
but please...never ever doubt that these feelings i have for you isn't real....for it is and will always be for eternity....and that how much i to you....