miss him so much....

my oh my....why this burden my heart...every time i'm awake he'd be wandering in front of me...my thoughts are constantly at him...wondering is he thinking of me too...does he miss me as much as i miss him....does he love as i love him so dearly....more than the world could bear my dear....it burdens me so much....and sometimes it does hurt going to work.... can't leave him....want him in my arms...yet when he's angry felt upset at him....but then he smiles...that just melt my heart....my dear izz....