Thursday, June 30, 2011

nothing's gonna change my love for you...



NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU (Glenn Medeiros)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

i know....

i know....
did you know that i know....?
i know you like me....
did you know that you like me.....?
and did you know that i like you too...?

i know....
did you know that i know...?
i know you miss me....
did you know that you miss me...?
and did you know that i miss you too....?

i know...
did you know that i know...?
i know you love me....
did you know that you love me...?
and did you know that i love you too...?

you should know all of that....
you should feel all of that....
it's all i know that and feel that too for you....
but did you know that....?
you disappoint me....?
you did...you ignore all of that....
did you know that you ignore that....?



Wednesday, June 29, 2011

i'm sorry....

i'm sorry....
i'm sorry for....
i'm sorry for your....

now...tell me....what do you think the next word would be...could anything right....?

i'm not sorry....
i'm not sorry for....
i'm not sorry for your....

now....what would that be?....tell me....you do know that you need to tell me....so why the silence....you know i'm always waiting for you....i hate you making me waiting for you for so long....and still love you for that....hope it's not too late for us.....that's why i'm sorry for and i'm not sorry for.....

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

it has always been you...

some may recognize this line taken from what movie...hehheheh...anyway....well that's how it has been with you..you know that it has always been you...you're the one i love, i want, i adore, i admire...so many of i's...hehehehehhe...well the point is that you...YOU....you knew that...you always knew....but what did you do to me?....you ignore me....you knew this...you knew i miss you...i miss you so much....

this is a poem that i like to type continuously...hahahhaha....


Monday, June 27, 2011

nahh....

this song.....used to hear it all the time...like the music...the lyric...hehehhe



Terbuai aku hilang terjatuh aku dalam
Keindahan penantian
Terucap keraguan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhalang kepastian cinta
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
Aku hilang
Aku hilang

Tersabut kabut malam terbiasnya harapan
Yang tersimpan sejuta bertuan
Terasa kerinduan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhempas kepastian cinta

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu

Aku hilang
Aku hilang

Tersabut kabut malam terbiasnya harapan
Yang tersimpan sejuta bertuan
Terasa kerinduan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhempas kepastian cinta

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu
Bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu
Bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu




memiliki kehilangan

huhuhuhuhuhu...another sad song.....
it's true what the artist said in this song....
love all of his song....



Artist : Letto
Lirik Lagu : LETTO - Memiliki Kehilangan

LETTO - Memiliki Kehilangan

tak mampu melepasnya walau sudah tak ada
hatimu tetap merasa masih memilikinya
rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada
jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya

pernahkah kau mengira kalau dia kan sirna
walau kau tak percaya dengan sepenuh jiwa
rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada
jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya

pernahkah kau mengira kalau dia kan sirna
walau kau tak percaya dengan sepenuh jiwa
rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada
jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya



don't forget...

this song is so sad...huhuhuuhuh...thinking that i know how she felt....



dreaming of you...

like this so so so much....hehehhehe



it's sad that she died.....she's so talented.....



Friday, June 24, 2011

i wanna grow old with you...

like this song so much...hehehehhe....love it so bad...i am a fan of westlife...hehehheh



westlife - i wanna grow old with you

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you


like this one too, sweet thoughts....hehehehhe



i wanna grow old with you - adam sandler

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you


i'm still trying....

i have been trying to....
forget you...
forgive you...
let go off you...
but i can't...
i don't want to....
i couldn't do it....
for i love you too much....
only you and i know...

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

you....

i got this from a friend...somehow i agree with her....
everyone comes into our life for a reason, some for good,some for bad. they shape us, they form us, some may break us but in the end they make us who we are..

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

to be inspired....

well....now it's not about you anymore....feeling inspired by people who like to inspired other people....it's amazing how wonderful people can be sometimes...totally feeling lucky to be inspired by them...i like this feeling right now...although most of the time all i think is you....it's very tiring...i'm exhausted just thinking of you...not inspired by you anyway...sorry for that....even if i'm tired thinking of you but i never will stop thinking of you....so back to the topic again..being inspired like this made me feeling a bit down...coz these guys actually gals....are so great in many ways....i'm talking about fashion....sue anna joe, hana tajima, maria elena....yuna...so young and talented....well first thing first...need to lost weight in 20kg....hahahahahahahhaha....like i ever gonna to.....huhuhuhuhuhuh...sad....what to do then...the food are just so delicious....it's my comforting thing when ever i'm stressed out...depressed....sad...upset....all of those negative things.... can't help it...not professional...hahahahha...anyway....you don't care...i know...so..that's would be it...later i guess...


i hate this feeling....

i hate this feelings i have for you...
i love you...
i miss you...
then i hate you  for making me feeling these feelings....
it hurts.....
to love you...hurt....
to miss you....torn me apart....
to have you...broke me to pieces....

i hate this feeling....

i hate this feelings i have for you...
i love you...
i miss you...
then i hate you  for making me feeling these feelings....
it hurts.....
to love you...hurt....
to miss you....torn me apart....
to have you...broke me to pieces....

i hate this feeling....

i hate this feelings i have for you...
i love you...
i miss you...
then i hate you  for making me feeling these feelings....
it hurts.....
to love you...hurt....
to miss you....torn me apart....
to have you...broke me to pieces....

Sunday, June 19, 2011

do you remember?

do you remember?
i asked you.....
do you love me?
you never did answer....
do yo miss me?
you never did answer....
never....
not straight away...
i have to wait my whole life time...
for you to answer it....
somehow now i realize that....
you never did love me...
you never did miss me...
...though...i like to think that...
you dont just love me...but you LOVE me....
you dont just miss me.....but you MISS me....
and so...i dont know what to do....
i guess...i'll think like that...NO...
that would be like a lie to me...
because...you never did love me nor miss me....
i'll have to live with that...even it's gonna to tore my heart to pieces....
then i have to live with that.....without you....
without you loving me....
without you missing me...

Saturday, June 18, 2011

i miss you terribly....

don't you know this.....
can't you feel this.....
i terribly miss you....
i miss you terribly.....

how long has it been?

i'm pretty tired waiting for you.....
but i'll wait for you....
i'll wait till Allah takes my breath away....
till Allah takes away my life....till then....i'll still wait....
even when i'm exhausted....i would still wait for you...

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

quit playing games....with my heart....

just read my friend's blog...kinda happy for her.....excited also...reading her blog is like reading a novel....it's actually her love story....that' what i like to call it....then kinda felt the same.....you men need to quit playing games with our heart....don't play with it...you may drop it and it will get hurt.....


being in love....?

being in love makes our heart beat a bit faster....
being in love makes our stomach filled with butterflies....
being in love makes our night full with sweet dreams....
being in love makes our sky always blue....
being in love makes our world rotate even faster....
being in love makes our universe the brightest star....
then...
being in love makes our heart ache...
being in love makes our stomach empty....
being in love makes our night filled with nightmares....
being in love makes our sky covered with dark clouds....
being in love makes our world stopped....
being in love makes our universe swallowed by black hole....


i still do....

i do
i do
i do love you....
i still do....



Tuesday, June 14, 2011

while....

got this from my lovly sist....
kinda made my day....well...on monday that is...

While you scream at your woman,
there's a man wishing he could whisper in her ear....
While you humiliate, offend, and insult her,
there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how beautiful she is...
While you hurt her, there's a man wishing he could take her pain away...
...While you make your woman cry, there's a man stealing smiles from her...
#cp friendly reminder to all of us.. :) goodnight lovers ♥
note: my sistter said she took this quote from me....hahahahahahhahahahahahha

Monday, June 13, 2011

you lied....

now...that title...?does it sound right to you?
you lied to me?
did you?
the dreams we built together?you lied about that too?
you lied....
hurtsssssssss................
can't stop thinking about it....
about you lied to me....
will i ever forgive you?
will i ever forget you?

hurt....

i'm hurt....
hurt badly....
cant you see that....
how hurt i am....
how helpless i am without you....


Sunday, June 12, 2011

what wrong did i ever do to you....?

why do you do it?
what did i do wrong?
what wrong have i ever done to you?


you know this....

when i fall in love....


hoping you'll see how....

When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart
I give it completely
Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you

i'm still waiting....

i honestly do not know this....
but for sure i'll wait for you always...

Saturday, June 11, 2011

should i?

every now and then...
it has always been you...
so should i do this now?...
this is the time when i need you most....
i need someone to talk to...you...
i need someone to lean on...you...
i need you....but you were never here....
never....
so should i?....



Tuesday, June 7, 2011

should i?

every now and then...
it has always been you...
so should i do this now?...
this is the time when i need you most....
i need someone to talk to...you...
i need someone to lean on...you...
i need you....but you were never here....
never....
so should i?....


Monday, June 6, 2011

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.......

it hurts.......
it's broken....
no one can heal it.....
not even you...only death will make it go away.....
:((


Sunday, June 5, 2011

not getting any better.....

now...it's getting worse....the worst feeling i've ever had to have.....even now you cant save me anymore....

i still miss you....

so...up till now....i still miss you...
i dont know about you....
do you miss me too?

Saturday, June 4, 2011

cant fight this feeling....

i cant do it...i cant fight it...
i love you too much...
i miss you too much...

Thursday, June 2, 2011

cant help it...

got this thought from a friend...hope she'll be fine always....she almost commit suicide...let's pray for her....it's her story actually...asked her permission to post this in  my blog....and i'm going to give my thought for her...

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

cant help it...

got this thought from a friend...hope she'll be fine always....she almost commit suicide...let's pray for her....it's her story actually...asked her permission to post this in  my blog....and i'm going to give my thought for her...

still waiting....

i know you know....
so i'm still waiting for you....
and will wait for you....
always....till the day i die....