to be inspired....

well....now it's not about you anymore....feeling inspired by people who like to inspired other people....it's amazing how wonderful people can be sometimes...totally feeling lucky to be inspired by them...i like this feeling right now...although most of the time all i think is you....it's very tiring...i'm exhausted just thinking of you...not inspired by you anyway...sorry for that....even if i'm tired thinking of you but i never will stop thinking of you....so back to the topic again..being inspired like this made me feeling a bit down...coz these guys actually gals....are so great in many ways....i'm talking about fashion....sue anna joe, hana tajima, maria elena....yuna...so young and talented....well first thing first...need to lost weight in 20kg....hahahahahahahhaha....like i ever gonna to.....huhuhuhuhuhuh...sad....what to do then...the food are just so delicious....it's my comforting thing when ever i'm stressed out...depressed....sad...upset....all of those negative things.... can't help it...not professional...hahahahha...anyway....you don't care...i know...so..that's would be it...later i guess...