reading........read read read....

okay....now it's about reading....after reading some blogs..it kinda remind me of something which is unnecessary to think of...anyway....these things that we dont need to think of maybe sometimes be our strength...i meant that it can be our biggest thing....get it?....i dont get it my self either....let me try again.....reading sometimes makes u think of things which does not need to be remembered...but this puny mind has it own say....it thinks whatever it wants to think about...yet the mouth dont say what it say...so why bother thinking about it...then u come to think...subhanallah...what a creation that Allah made....then the heart...what does the heart has to say about this....'ikut hati mati kn?'...so ikut akal?.....hmmm.....emo n rasio...which 1 is most preferable?.....well u decide.....so what does strength got to do with it?...hmmmm..this got me thinking again....what am i talking about?....clearly i cannot say what my heart n head want to say....