a bit better

today....i'm a bit alright for now....my day went a smooth as i wanted....and that kinda made my day a bit brighter than yesterday....yesterday was worst....wanna scream over it...cant....(afraid that i'll wake him up..hihihi)i feel funny about it for a while....so today i'm not that stressed out yet.....so much pressure i felt nowadays.....it's really killing me.....i do feel like dying=want to die actually....hmmm.....i do think i need to see a psychiatrist.. i really do think so.....so help me god from doing anything that will harm myself....