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so.....so long right....?it really has been so long since i wrote anything for myblog...so no one really reading this anymore...anyhow.....so many thing bulk up in my mind and heart...so many that it has been bothering me that i cried just now....it hurts just thinking about.....also feeling like giving up....i know i you do read this....you probably going to categorized my blog and words as an emo blog....aaa...i dont really care.....it's so serious that i've been thinking not once but many doing actually doing a suicide...crazy right....it's so crazy...i cant think straight anymore.....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................i'm out cant do this now.....