hoping for a new start....

wanting to change is a very big step for someone like me.....i might dont have the courage to do it....even to think of it make me think not to change....afraid of what would it be like if i do change....would people around me still love me they way they do before or that will change to....so i'm hoping for a new beginning...a fresh start...but i dont know where to start....i have to think it over....dont know till when....i'm not changing for anyone else....but me....i have this idea that i might not be good enough for you....i know i'm not....i'm sorry for that...