letters to juliet....

my post title is a movie actually....and after seeing this movie...i kinda felt a little better about things now....so....this movie kinda saying about destiny....then the song 'my destiny' came to mind....then i felt a bit better...additional to the little better....but still not feeling much better....i didnt hear any answer...so..still waiting for it.....still hoping....and i did mention that to hope is to risk pain....so that's mean i'll be in pain and muchpain later?....hope not....see that word...'hope'...hmmmm...i know i'm getting myself hurt just by thinking about it...hmmmmm...and i now i felt much more worse...not better....huhuhuhu..it hurts.....