now...this song kinda hit me for a while...then i read a comment for the video (the song)...it's kinda sweet that fate bring them back together...although they cant be together.....it the love.....just yesterday a movie 'letters to juliet' speak of this thing....how they have been separated for 50 years...then finding way back was certainly worth it...klu jodoh nda kmna....really?...does that fate and destiny really works like that?...hmmmmm....
my post title is a movie actually....and after seeing this movie...i kinda felt a little better about things now....so....this movie kinda saying about destiny....then the song 'my destiny' came to mind....then i felt a bit better...additional to the little better....but still not feeling much better....i didnt hear any answer...so..still waiting for it.....still hoping....and i did mention that to hope is to risk pain....so that's mean i'll be in pain and muchpain later?....hope not....see that word...'hope'...hmmmm...i know i'm getting myself hurt just by thinking about it...hmmmmm...and i now i felt much more worse...not better....huhuhuhu..it hurts.....
i'm not strong as you see me....
i'm not tough as you thought of me....
please be with me...
please stand by me....
and make me feel strong and as tough as you see and want me to be...
like you used to make me feel....
you're not suppose to do that.....
please...
stop....
don't do that...
undo that...please....
it hurts....
it hurts like hell......
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Mengerti akan hadirnya citra terindah
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Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah yang menyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau selalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah yang menyakiniku
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Sepanjang hidupku..
this song is also kinda sad...well the melody kinda saddy feeling....hhhhhhhhhhhuhuhuhuhuhuh....this band called themselves purple...hehehhe...anyway...the singer voice took my breathe away...just like you did...you know who you are...i miss you and i love you so much....
how can i.....?
how can i be strong when you're not here with me?
....while you're the reason i'm standing here...
how can i see when you're not here with me?
....while you're the light in my life...
how can i breathe when you're not here with me?
....when you're the air...
how can i be alright when you're not here with me?
...while you're my savior...
how can i live on when you're not here with me?
....while you're my every reason to live for...
how can i....?
i need you....
i need you please....
sorry...for not thinking with my head when it comes about you....
sorry....for thinking with my heart when it matters most about you....sorry....for i cant think straight when it comes about you....
sorry....for i cant stand when i can only think is you...
sorry....for the pain i cause you...
sorry....for i love you too much...
sorry...i'm so sorry....
please forgive me.....
for things i've done wrong....
for the wrong doings towards you...
i'm sorry....
i do...
i do...
i do... love you....
it's saturday and it's almost nite here at my home sweet home...tired....wake up early...and guess what....i have to go to work....huhuhuhu...nah....it's okay....feeling kinda alright after arriving at work...hehehehe....dont want to tell you what happen...hahahahha...anyway....then see this pile of stack of papers....huhhuhuhuhu.....and got this minute report to do.....hmmmm...tired just thinking about it.....so.....dont have any idea for words now....later i guess...wanted to let myself know that....you are loved...everyday 24 7...hehehhehe..thank you...thank you Allah....feel blessed...amin....
can i?
is that really the question for you....?
hmmmmm....i think....
would i?
now.....
would i do that to you?
would i hang up on you?
would i ignore you in any situations?
would i sulk to you?
would i not persuade you?.....
now...
would not remember you?
would i forget you?
would i not miss you?
would i not love you?
you know what would i for you......
i know it's weird.....what ever that you may have done to hurt me...i would still love you and miss you no matter what and how you are towards me......believe it or not...i would still remember you....unless god take away my memories...hmmm...would it be a good thing though if it happens?i doubt it would be any other way....anyway...thank you....
is it ok to do that?is it okay to do what you did this evening?....no.......NO....but nevermind.....what comes around goes around.....so.....actually i'm mad...i'm upset for what you did i did not deserve....you give nothing...not even an explanation....at least tell me......this is why i said you need to tell....tell so people know....tell that so i know....haih...ni yg ku malas....tpksath jua ku bkunyanyang ni blog ani.....huhuhuhu...aku sasak......smpai ati wat miatu...huhuhuuhuh......i dont like this......hmph....
so....is it healthy being jealous all the time?....well...not 24 7....but at some times....the right moment....hehehehhe.....feeling jealous 24 7 is not healthy for our emotion though.....i think that it somehow may cause brain damage...hahahhahah...right.....?so why am i so jealous.....?well jealous of what exactly?....my point....heheheh...what am i jealous of?....hmmmm...let me think......so many ooooo......oooo my.....hehehehheheh...i'm still sane though...hheheheh..that's matter most....hahahhahahah
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Menjadi satu cinta
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Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Hadir di angkasana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir
Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
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Cinta kau dan aku
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Selamanya
huhuhuhu...this song is so sad (huhuhuhuh).....i'm touched....i kinda can relate to it....well...hehehhehe.....it kinda brings sad memory and added with some colorful and joyful remembrance of a once upon a time story....huhuhu....once upon my time....huhuhuhuh...this song tells about the forbidden love....a love that cant be united....a love that perfect in every way....she tells it like, they are meant to be together....but not in this world.....may it be in hereafter world...huhuhuhuuh......and she's saying that, to let her keep this love forever....huhuhuhuhu...this song is sad because it tells about a love that was not meant to be....huhuhuhuuhu....i'm crying everytime i hear this song...huhuhuhuuhh....right this minute too....huhuhuhuhu...(crying inside....and screaming...hehehhehehe) i love this song...yet hate what it carries (the meaning the lyrics)....it's just so sad.....huhuhuhuhuhuuhuh
it hurts when you did that...please stop....a friend said this....thank god made the heart from flesh and blood...if god made the heart from the glass...it'd be broken to pieces and be shattered all over the place before it crashed....what this friend of mine said kinda true......and how does we manage to feel the heart broken when it hurts not physically but emotionally...huhuhuhu...it truly hurts when you did that....huhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuh
happy teacher's day to all the teachers out there....please never stop doing what you're doing....always love what you're doing for it will amuse you everyday.....do learn from everything.....hehehe...that's kinda deep right?....heheheheh..well it's true....i think and still think that...it is most of the time that we teachers learn more from the kids....not just the kids...the life itself....this thing reflects us everyday....
i got this quote from a dear friend who got this from her dear friend....and i like to share this quote....and like to give my comment about it.....hehehehhe....
it's a sin...
it's a sin to talk about you
it's a sin to gossip about you
it's a sin to think about you
it's a sin to even remember about you
it's a sin to have a single thought of you
it's a sin to see you
it's a sin to see you even in picture
it's a sin to know you
it's a sin to know more about you
it's a sin to have you
it's a sin to have you see me sinned
it's a sin to have miss you
it's a sin to be missing you
it's a sin to have you miss me
it's a sin to have love you
it's a sin to have you love me back
it's a sin....
tired....?mentally or physically?....well for me....i'm tired for both.....physically because of the flu and cough...mentally because of thinking....still thinking.... and becoming more exhausted......uhuhuhuhu.....if it's because thinking of you...never....i'm never tired because of you...because it's you that i'm thinking about....you know who you are.....yes you....you're reading this right....!?hehehehehe....hey...this is not funny....well....it's up to you like what my past lecturer like to say......not for me though.....it's not up to you.....it's up to me....coz i'm the one who decided to say that...hahahahha...well not really in the mood .....well there's a though coming up next post.....just a thought....it's from what i see and feel.....oh ya.....do visit www.postsecret.com .....i really like the secrets people give to the postsecret.....it's somehow comforting....sometime it's where i got inspired to say what i've got to say in my blog...hehehehe...nothing personal really....heheheheh....well think what you like...can't stop you from doing so.....right?!....
well this previous post of mine....a song right...so....my heart skips a beat....wellll how does it skips a beat?hhhehehehehe.....sounds fun right...hehehehehi think it's exciting to have a feeling like that....now...let's conclude this thing already.....shouldn't it beat faster if it's exciting......ahahahahha...i don't really get the song....so feel free to comment....
this song is so cute...like it....not that much....but it keeps playing in my head....
Heart skips a beat my heart skips a beat
My heart is playing tricks on me
And it’s building bricks on me
I can’t break through
And I can’t face you
My world is turning slowly now
But it’s burning up somehow
I need some time
To know what’s right
‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I feel some relief
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart is always first to know
And as the feeling grows
I can’t deny push those thoughts aside
My world is full of loveliness
But I focus on the stress
My heart says “Go” but my brain says “No”
And it’s only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
Oh I know this time ’cause it’s physical
My blood has stopped and I am breathless as well
But I need a minute to convince myself
‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I know what to feel
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
still not feeling well...this sore throat really really really really bugs me.....it always attract my attention...can't concentrate.....can't do anything...huhuhuhuhu....hope to get well soon...
so...this is mostly about fate.....i watched 500 days of summer....it's actually an interesting movie....tells us about love, life and fate....at least that what i like to think of it.....this is actually kinda big issues for people who are still in search for their love....so....i'm still with this headache....so i'll get back to the topic later....hehehe
got a flu today....well it has been since lastnite...my temp was 38c.....hmmm....got mc for 2 days....got heavy headache, sore throat, feeling feverish....huhu...my moon also has a flu....hhhuhuhuh... sad....gonna miss u....
happy mommy;s day to me....well it's bonda day for me....hoping my moon will learn to say the word when the time comes.....i know my moon gonna say papa first...the easiest word to be said by babies....huhuhuhu....anyway...cant wait to be called by my moon...bonda, izz love bonda.....heheheheh
so what's up?....not much right...well...it's very much indeed if it's forbidden love.....hmmmmm...how forbid is this love....?.....how?....why is it so prohibited....?
i'm sorry i love you.....this was a title of a korean movie...which i watched back years when i was still hehehehe.... available...hahahhaha....back then didn't quite understand it...but now the phrase stuck in my head.....i'm sorry again for i love you so much....
"a real relationship has fights, has trust, has faith, has tears, has hurts, has arguments, has patience, has secrets, has jealousy and love...."
MrQoutez
