you've got to be kidding....

i have start my day as the usual today.... so how come this happen....i mean come on....this one not supposed to happen..especially to me....how kind i've been to you and this is what i get....you've gotto be kidding....you're joking right?....god.....how can i explain this....i am not supposed to to think and dream of you...and yet you came to my life and my dream...so how can i not think of you then....and yet you ignored me....just to make me feel misery......it's not that i'm miserable without you.....it gave me a pain in my mind and heart....please do understand....you do know what....hmmmmm