Friday, January 28, 2011



ST12 - Biarkan Aku Jatuh Cinta

Mata ini indah melihatmu
Rasa ini rasakan cintamu
Jiwa ini getarkan jiwamu
Jantung ini detakkan jantungmu
Align Center
Dan biarkan aku padamu

Menyimpan sejuta harapan
Aku padamu
Rasa ini tulus padamu
Takkan berhenti
Sampai nanti ku mati

Biarkan aku jatuh cinta

Pesona ku pada pandangan
Saat kita jumpa
Biarkan aku 'kan mencoba
Tak perduli kau berkata
'Tuk mau atau tidak



Wednesday, January 26, 2011

TIME

TIME TO LOVE N BE LOVE....

Salam…..well it’s nite and it’s midnite oredi….so let’s do this…let’s talk…maybe a little topic…for example…let’s have a talk about TIME…hmmm…it’s obvious rite…..it’s kinda heavy topic for midnite….heheheheh…anyway..how time flies by…..it’s 2011 oredi….i kinda remember being in the year 2000….so many memories then….then….let’s go back further…1995….hehehehhehe..it’s kinda fun remembering the times when my family n I back in the states…it was an experience…not so adventurous anyway… I was only 14 then….hehehehehe..so young n naive I might say…there were hard times then…then again I survived…we survived…then back to Malaysia after 3 years…once again we faced again the interlanguage…especially my little sister n brother…not that hard to get back together with old friends…me on the other hand a bit hard…I was never really been in the kampong..so my friends would mostly be my relatives..hehehhe….then I was fine….proud to have friends like them….there are 4 of us… 2 of them were my aunts (1 of them a mix of aunt n cousin also, both are 1year younger than me..hehehhehe) and the other one is my relative also which I would consider my cousin due to her brother married to my cousin…..hehehhhe….anyway…they are my best friends at the kampong….then time flies again….we all had other plans in life…I then went to Uitm and UMS later….n how time flies….i met my hubby in the time I’m trying to heal from a love that was never meant to be…hmmm..not much I can about my past love….it’ll hurt me again in some way…hmmmmm…huhuhuhuuhuhuh…sedihnya klu teringat…huhuhuhuhuh… anyway…it’s past rite…then how time flies again…..n now I have my truest love IZZ FAUZAN CHEE my young boyfriend…hehehheheh… sorry honey…u r my truest love also….hehehhe…my old boyfriend…heheheh not ex k…. only old…hehhehe…no lah….u r always young to me…eventhough u’r older than me….hmmmm…mmg oldlah….hehehhehe…luv u….thank you Allah for everything….i can’t thank you enough for giving me the time to experience such love from everyone who love me….especially my family….



Thursday, January 13, 2011

reading........read read read....

okay....now it's about reading....after reading some blogs..it kinda remind me of something which is unnecessary to think of...anyway....these things that we dont need to think of maybe sometimes be our strength...i meant that it can be our biggest thing....get it?....i dont get it my self either....let me try again.....reading sometimes makes u think of things which does not need to be remembered...but this puny mind has it own say....it thinks whatever it wants to think about...yet the mouth dont say what it say...so why bother thinking about it...then u come to think...subhanallah...what a creation that Allah made....then the heart...what does the heart has to say about this....'ikut hati mati kn?'...so ikut akal?.....hmmm.....emo n rasio...which 1 is most preferable?.....well u decide.....so what does strength got to do with it?...hmmmm..this got me thinking again....what am i talking about?....clearly i cannot say what my heart n head want to say....

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

mine.....


MINE.................
My Izz....u r mine from the beginning until the end.....i cannot be more grateful to Allah for giving such beautiful child ever....cry most of the time whenever the thoughts of u not there with me....that would be the same feeling for your papa....i cannot n would not handle it if u guys were not with me....however...there's a feeling that i cannot have all the things in the world....like my mom said....'nafsu dunia kan di talan'....my sisters knows about this...heheheheh...anyways....luv so much izz's papa n my izz.....hopefully we can fulfill our dreams whatever they may be....so much dreams bah ni...hehehehhehehe...insyaAllah....

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

my sister said this,

"when the world says GIVE UP, true friends say KEEP WALKING.. =,)"


hmmmm......2011.....

well it's almost new year 2011....supposedly everyone should have new resolution, at least 1 new resolution.......so...do i have any?well of course i do....but not quite sure yet.....so many things to be done and redone....hehehehehehheheheh.....one thing for sure....want to be better....hehehehheheh...ya meh????mestilah bah.....ohohohohohoho..... well that's it for now...will continue soon...i hope :)

Thursday, May 13, 2010

hilarious yet hated it....no....hate it.....

k....it's been annoying when people who suppose to listen to you but disrespecting you in many way......i'm talking about the students who thinks....ops my bad....who does not think at all what's ahead of them....i personally believe that i was not that kind of students back then....so why does teenagers nowadays are so disrespecting towards their towards their teacher?....this got me thinking for quite sometimes....and this really bugs me....i mean...students back then are so 'segan' and 'galat' meaning respect in a condition where the afraid feelings conquer most towards them....hmmmmm....sometimes it is...well not sometimes...but it's always been hilarious when the students did some funny things just to get the homework done on time or just before the teachers check their work....but really tell me...how many teachers goes to students and look at their homework, check it thoroughly....?i do....feeling like want to did them and not do it anymore....get what i mean.....hmmm.....this is really bugging me....why can't them just do it...i do know it is impossible for one to be what the other wants us to be...yet do try to reach the good expectation...hmmmmm....sometimes it's tiring....not just sometimes...most of the time....it's very tiring with this mess....

Friday, April 30, 2010

ayu....from wikipedia...hehehehhehe

found this interesting....:p

Ayu

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Ayu, Sweetfish
Conservation status
Not evaluated (IUCN 3.1)
Scientific classification
Kingdom: Animalia
Phylum: Chordata
Superclass: Osteichthyes
Class: Actinopterygii
Subclass: Neopterygii
Infraclass: Teleostei
Superorder: Protacanthopterygii
Order: Osmeriformes
Suborder: Osmeroidei
Superfamily: Osmeroidea
Family: Plecoglossidae
Genus: Plecoglossus
Temminck & Schlegel, 1846[verification needed]
Species: P. altivelis
Binomial name
Plecoglossus altivelis
(Temminck & Schlegel, 1846)[verification needed]

The ayu (アユ, 鮎, 香魚) or sweetfish, Plecoglossus altivelis, is an amphidromous fish, the only species in the genus Plecoglossus and in family Plecoglossidae. It is a relative of the smelts and is placed in the order Osmeriformes. Native to the Palearctic ecozone, it occurs in rivers, lakes, and coastal waters of western Hokkaidō in Japan southward to the Korean Peninsula, China, and Taiwan. The name "sweetfish" is due to the sweetness of its flesh. In reference to its typical one-year life span, it is also known as nen-gyo ("year-fish"). The ayu is Gunma Prefecture's prefectural fish.

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Ayu no shio yaki 鮎の塩焼き
(Ayu grilled with salt)
Ayu being grilled with salt in Japan

An omnivore, the ayu feeds on algae, crustaceans, insects, sponges, and worms. They are also very territorial animals. The adults ascend from coastal waters into the lower reaches of rivers to spawn in the spring. The larvae descend to the sea immediately on hatching and winter there before returning to fresh water again in the spring. Most but not all individuals die after their first spawning. Ayu is an edible fish, mostly consumed in East Asia. Its flesh has a distinctive, sweet flavour with "melon and cucumber aromas".[1] It is consequently highly prized as a food fish. The main methods for obtaining ayu are by means of fly fishing, by using a trap, and by fishing with a decoy which is known as ayu-no-tomozuri in Japan. The decoy is a living ayu placed on a hook, which swims when immersed into water. It provokes the territorial behavior of other ayu, which assault the "intruder" and get caught. Japanese anglers also catch it using a traditional method, cormorant fishing (鵜飼 ukai). On the Nagara River where Japanese Cormorants (Phalacrocorax capillatus) are used by the fishermen, the fishing season draws visitors from all over the world. The Japanese Cormorants, known in Japanese as umi-u (ウミウ, "sea-cormorant"), are domesticated birds trained for this purpose. The birds catch the ayu, store it in their crop, and deliver it to the fishermen.[2]

Ayu is also fished commercially in large numbers, and captive juveniles are raised in aquaculture before being released into rivers for sport fishing. A common method of preparing ayu and other small fish in Japan is skewering the fish in such a way as to form a wave, as if they are swimming upriver, and then roasting them over a fire or charcoal.[3]



hehehehe.....

salam....i think it been a week already right?.....more like 8days since the last time i blogged...hehehehhehe.....well not much to say really.....right about now...i'm watching Twilight....really like this movie......seen the new moon....can't wait for eclipse and the break of dawn..hmmm....is that correct?correct if i'm wrong....got a glimpse of the end of this story....liked it...but not really satisfied because cant enjoyed it much....hehehehehe....thought of buying the novel set....but cost me nearly rm200...huhuhuhuhuhuu....
come to think of it....i do wanted to start reading again....but then there's been lots of obstacle...well not really...i knew that most of it comes from myself...heheheehheh....but i was thinking having the idea to analyze the book i've read...but....so much but....insyaAllah i post my previous work on comparative literature...i reallylike the subject though.....we can have most of it from our opinion.....and we do have to have freely thinking so we can have an open mind.......there's a movie where the line did say about having and open mind....i forgot what was the line like...but it was from the movie 'Bridge to terrabathiya'...hmmmm...did i get the spelling right?hehehehheh..i googled it..and actually it's 'Bridge to terabithia'...hehehheheh...and ooo my.....there's a sequel.....i need to see the movie...i need to see the 'Bridge to terabithia 2'hehehhheheh.....
well....that's all for today i guess...hehehhehehehehh

Thursday, April 22, 2010

starting fresh?

Salam everyone and Hi!

Supposedly i should have a feeling slightly buttery (feeling hungry now...hehehheheh) not butterfly (not that i'm nervous or anything) just the thought that this might be wrong, but how can sharing be a wrong thing....hehehehhehee

Terefore, there's always reason or actual reasons for blogging this..... you and me..... you know who you are....i'll always love u no matter what.....


Hopefully i'll be blogging every now and then (hopefully) insyaAllah if i'm in the mood to blog, i'll keep everyone reading this.....i've always dreamed to be a writer sometimes...but something seemed to hold me back....don't know what....hope to figure it out someday....

I don't know what i'll be doing here...so as for starter....i'll be telling what i feel and felt for the day or not just the day any other day would do fine....

Actually i'm not really good in english in fact i'm not that good as any friends of mine would have thought of me as i've been in the states for 3 years in the past years....hehehheheh...really....i'm serious about it...poeple might not believe...or maybe i been looking down on myself... hehehhehe....seriously....seriously....i can't really say what's on my mind and out through my mouth....can't really speak it out...afraid that it would turned out chaotic...hahahahahah.... suprisingly i'm an english teacher....hahahhahahah....how bout that...got you thinking sometimes right....?i mean.....why would an english teacher not feel secure about the english? i mean why would even the thought crosses my puny mind...hheheheheh....well let's see what happens next....hopefully not to jinx anything....c u until next time....